“So?” His face was a little cold, with a few cold smiles, looking a little seeping, “Shen Yu’s appearance makes you think that you can actually choose the person who likes you and spoils you, and that I become less important, right?”
His words caused a surge of anger to rise up in my heart and I couldn’t help but raise my voice, “Yes! Why should you be able to choose the one you like and you like, while I have to hold on to you to death?”
“Heh!” The temperature in the air dropped a few degrees, “Shen Shu, you think too simply, what are you planning to do now? Divorce me? Fall in love with Shen Yu? I’m telling you, don’t be delusional, not to mention that you still have my seed in your belly, even if you don’t, I won’t agree to a divorce anymore.”
“Fu Shen Yan, you bastard!” He didn’t want to make me feel better, preferring to hang on to me rather than let me be happy, the long time of aggression and patience made me a little run down.
The bedside lamps and decorations were all swept to the floor, broken and broken, “Why can you do whatever you want with Lu Xinran, but not me? Fu Shen Yan, I’m telling you I don’t want this child at all.”
Yes, people can say anything when they are angry.
His face turned red and he tugged at me, his eyes cold, “Say that again!”
I stared at him, wanting to let out all my aggression, “I don’t want this child at all, Fu Shen Yan, listen carefully, I don’t want this child at all!”
I raised my hand and punched my stomach with all my strength, choking and sobbing, “His arrival has ruined everything for me, I don’t want to have a child for you at all, people like you don’t deserve it!”
“Shen Shu!” His eyes were scarlet and his teeth were clacking, “Do you know what you’re talking about?”
Shaking off his hand, I pulled out a smile, “I know, I know very well!” There was a tear in his voice.
I was so uncomfortable that my heart was blocked as if several knives had been thrust in at the same time, “Fu Shen Yan, it’s fine if you don’t get a divorce, but you’d better stay out of my affairs too.”
He narrowed his eyes and suppressed his anger, “Your business?”
“If you and Lu Xinran can do it, why can’t I do it with Shen Yu?” The words came out in a fit of anger.
He pushed me violently onto the bed, his voice hoarse and stifled, “You and Shen Yu? Can what?”
And with that, his palm was hard and there was a “hiss”!
The clothes that were not much were ripped away by him, rough and dominant, “What did he do to you? What did he do to you? Did he touch you at a negative distance like we did?”
With that, he went in without foreplay and I ate the pain.
I bit down on his shoulder, my body was already dry and unresponsive, and when he came in hard, it was even more terrifying.
“Fu Shen Yan, if you have the guts, you can kill me!” I shouted out as I pinched his back.
It hurt so much that tears rolled down my face in threads.
He gasped for air, with no rhythm or technique to speak of, relying on his body’s anger and instinct, “What a pity to die, it’s only fun to do so bit by bit!”
I stopped resisting, suddenly feeling pointless, and released my grip on him, staring dead at the ceiling, biting my lip as I waited for him to finish.
He seemed to notice and his body stopped slightly, perhaps because of what happened last time, and he looked down beneath him.
Seeing nothing the same, he couldn’t help but frown, his dark eyes falling on my impassive face.
After a long time, he got up and went into the bathroom. A few minutes later he came out, brushed his hair and changed his clothes and left without saying a word.
He slammed the bedroom door loudly and the echo echoed in the bedroom for a long time.
When was this going to end?
I was free from the office and had just come out of the bathroom when Muzi called.
I picked up the phone and said, “Have you arrived in the country? Have you found a place to stay?”
“Yeah!” She answered, “Did Fu Shenyan pick you up from the station?”
I stared, “You told him?” No wonder I had met Fu Shen Yan at the station, did she inform him?
She said, “Since you’ve decided to go back and live with him, there are some things you need to talk about. No matter what happens with him and Lu Xinran, you’re his wife after all, and you still have to live on in the future. ”
Naturally I knew that and couldn’t help but sigh, “Unfortunately, we had a fight just now and he just slammed the door and left.”
“Why did you have another fight?” She was a bit speechless, “Can’t you guys just talk things out properly?”
“How? He can’t let go of Lu Xinran and he doesn’t want to get a divorce, Muzi, how should I make it clear?”
“You just get a divorce! In black and white, clear as day, and from now on no one should care about anyone’s private life.”
I would like to, but I’m afraid it’s not that simple at this point, tossing the towel aside, I sat down on the upholstered chair and sighed, “I met Shen Yu at the station, he left the station with me and then met Fu Shen Yan at the station gate, Fu Shen Yan is determined to think that I have something with Shen Yu and won’t divorce at all!”
“Shit!” She burst out, speechless, “What the fuck kind of fate is this!”
I don’t know!
“What do you think you’re going to do?”
Holding the phone, I said somewhat helplessly, “I don’t know, the way things are going, I just hope I can get the baby well.”
There was no reason not to have the baby, and besides, Shen Yu was right, I was an island and had no sense of belonging.
This child, the only one who could give me peace of mind, there was no reason for me not to have him, not thinking Fu Shen Yan.
This child is my only salvation!
After hanging up the phone with Muzi, it was already dark when the bedroom door knocked.
I opened the door and it was Mrs. Zhang, she was holding freshly boiled chicken soup and looked at me and said, “Hungry? Sir asked me to make chicken soup, saying it’s a good tonic for you.”
I had eaten late at lunch, and Shen Yu had pressured me to eat a lot, so I didn’t have much appetite at the moment.
So I said, “Well, thank you, Mrs. Zhang!”
Reaching out to take the soup from her hand, she was busy speaking, “Don’t carry it, let me do it, it’s too hot and I’m worried about my hands!”
She put the chicken soup in the bedroom, wiped her hands and looked at me and said, “Did you and Sir have a fight?”
With all the commotion just now, it was normal for her to hear it from downstairs.
I nodded and walked over to the table and sat down, saying lightly, “Mmm!”
She sighed and said helplessly, “You young people are just a bit impatient, you can’t sit down and talk about things calmly, you have to fight and hurt your health!”
I smiled lightly and didn’t say much. The thing between husband and wife is like people drinking water, they know what they are doing.
“Shu!” She sat down next to me and took my hand, saying with some bitterness, “You’ve been in the Fu family for almost three years, and I’ve watched Mr. Fu grow up.