Ye Wanyan’s current mood is like snow flying in June.
Because she hasn’t regained her memory, she doesn’t know what happened in the past. So even if she wants to defend herself, she has absolutely no way to do so. She feels extremely aggrieved and frustrated.
But at least she is very certain about her feelings right now.
However, the unfortunate thing is that when it comes to this matter, she has to go around in circles again. Because she hasn’t regained her memory, whatever she says now probably holds no power with Si Yehan.
“Xiao Feng, are you alright?” Qiu Shui patted Ye Wanyan’s shoulder, wearing an expression as if he expected this, “You should know that Lord Shura won’t be able to remove the Gu poison from you. Don’t engage in such dangerous things anymore. Just wait for news from Ji Huang’s side.”
Ye Wanyan pondered and then spoke, “Qiu Shui, let me ask you something. Did I… ever…”
Qiu Shui asked, “What?”
Ye Wanyan carefully chose her words and asked, “Did I ever have special feelings for someone? Besides Ji Xiuran.”
Qiu Shui looked somewhat helpless as he glanced at Ye Wanyan, “Have you seduced so many people that you can’t even remember them yourself? Honestly, I didn’t see you put much effort into anyone at that time…”
Ye Wanyan said, “Really? Think about it again!”
Qiu Shui shook his head, “Mmm, there really wasn’t…”
Ye Wanyan sighed and had to give up.
It seems she has to rely on herself to remember…
Damn it, does he really have so little confidence in her?
The past memories are memories. Aren’t the years she spent with him also part of those memories?
She was herself in the past, and she is still herself now, isn’t she?
Ye Wanyan held back her frustration, but when she thought of the man’s calm departure earlier, she couldn’t bring herself to say anything hurtful.
Even Ye Wanyan found it somewhat amusing. The “Vinegar King of Asia” indeed lives up to his name; it seems he produces tons of vinegar.
Always bringing up the past, what’s there to talk about the past? She knows it’s the past, hasn’t she heard the saying that real heroes don’t dwell on past glories?
Even if she did like Ji Xiuran back then, love him so intensely that it felt like life and death, even if she couldn’t have enough of him, so what? That was Nie Wuyou’s affection, not her own.
Though Ye Wanyan doesn’t possess all of Nie Wuyou’s memories and hasn’t experienced them firsthand, she at least knows his personality. Nie Wuyou and she now are fundamentally different personalities.
…
Ye Wanyan returned to the Fearless Alliance and sat at her desk for a long time. After editing and revising, she finally sent a text message to Si Yehan.
“Ah Jiu, what Qiu Shui said might be a part of my lost memories, but it definitely isn’t everything.”
The message to Si Yehan was left unanswered.
“You big idiot! So what if I liked Ji Xiuran in the past? I have no interest in him now. Just go on being jealous and be sour to death.”
Ye Wanyan tried to calm herself down, but she failed.
Her restless gaze fell on a bottle of red wine on the counter. It seemed like it was a gift from a branch leader that arrived yesterday…
At this moment, having a bottle of wine in front of her was incredibly tempting.
A commotion of footsteps outside the door indicated that Beidou, Seven Stars, Qiu Shui, the Elder, and Third Elder came in to report their work.
As soon as they pushed the door open, they all simultaneously caught a whiff of an extremely dangerous aura…
Is that… the smell of alcohol?!