After her ex-husband’s death, Ning Yunchu was still a small child who didn’t know any better, and there was no child who didn’t cling to her mother.
Whenever Ning Yunchu cried for her to hug her, she would turn a deaf ear to her, and if she was annoyed, she would kick Ning Yunchu to the side.
The nanny was terrified.
But the more she hated Ning Yunchu, no matter whether she hit or scolded or even kicked Ning Yunchu, the little baby still cried and called out to her, “Mama, hug.”
After her ex-husband’s death, she did not have to pretend anymore, and it was impossible for her to hug Ning Yunchu since.
Ordering the nanny to carry the little girl away and not to appear in front of her, she hated seeing that face of her eldest daughter.
Ning Yunchu was a combination of her parents’ strengths to grow up, she looked like both her own father and Mrs. Ning, but Mrs. Ning just couldn’t get fond of her.
The nanny had been with Ning Yunchu for a long time and had feelings for the little girl. She was worried that Mrs. Ning would suddenly lose her temper and kick Ning Yunchu to death, and then whenever Mrs. Ning was home, the nanny would try to coax Ning Yunchu to play outside and not meet with Mrs. Ning.
Lest Ning Yunchu cries for her mother to hold her.
Slowly, Ning Yunchu stopped longing for her mother’s embrace and she only got close to the nanny who took her with her.
But later, when Mrs. Ning found out that she and the nanny were like mother and daughter, she dismissed the nanny. Ning Yunchu cried and begged her not to dismiss the nanny, and even got down on her knees to beg her, but to no avail.
Mrs. Ning was that disgusted with Ning Yunchu.
Because she did not love Ning’s own father, the man she loved and wanted to marry was always her current husband, but it was her late husband that her parents had fallen in love with.
Having been forced to marry a man she did not love, she could not love Ning Yunchu as her daughter.
Ning Yunchu could not see her own mother’s expression, but she could feel her mother looking at her with malice and resentment, a look that always sent chills through her body.
Every time she felt the cold, she knew that her mother was glaring at her with a look of hatred that could kill her.
“I’ll try.”
Ning Yunchu said softly, then leaned on her crutches, carrying a few gifts, and slowly walked forward.
As early as she had understood, she had never dared to hope for a mother’s love.
Her mother didn’t like her, even loathed her, and hated her to death kind of way.
Auntie Nanny used to tell her to stay away from her mother and not to go near her or she would be killed by her mother.
She had no memory of her own father because she hadn’t been weaned on formula milk when he died. Her mother loathed her and the only person who treated her well was the nanny who took her with her.
Unfortunately, the nanny was later dismissed by her mother.
She cried and begged to no avail.
Without the care of her nanny aunt, she was left to fend for herself and struggled to survive in the Ning family mansion. Without the care of her nanny aunt, she slowly fell ill and was sick to the point of death, and her mother would not take her to the hospital
If her young aunt, who had married far away, had not returned to her mother’s house and found her seriously ill and sent her to hospital, she would have lost more than her sight.
Ning Yunchu squeezed her crutches a little tighter and took a few more deep breaths, telling herself not to remember, telling herself to hold back until she had her light fully restored
A heavy sigh.
She didn’t know when she would regain her sight, for now she was no different from a blind person.
Pulling back her indignant thoughts, Ning Yunchu calmed down.
From where she got off the bus to Haitong’s bookstore, there was a distance of over three hundred metres, how many steps did she need to walk