His heart, who deserved the best in the world, she should not settle for less.
“I know for myself whether it’s right or not, who are you to decide for me?” Shang Xin retorted without showing any weakness.
“……”
Tang Yuan Si tightened his grip on the steering wheel once more, and in the next second, slowly opened his lips, “You’ve called me brother Xiao Si for so many years, you should still remember that I’m your brother.”
Shang Xin: “……”
Tang Yuan Si looked at her sideways, “Or was it that hotel last time?”
She bit her lip and ignored him.
Without another word, he started the car and drove towards the previous hotel.
On the way, neither of the two spoke.
In the car, the quietness was mixed with the smell of two people familiar with each other.
Many images that had been deliberately forgotten came to mind little by little as they were left alone.
Including that night.
The accident that no one expected to happen.
The hug she had asked for turned out to be the last straw that broke his nerves.
He carried her in his arms and into the room.
Tenderly, as if he were holding a fragile porcelain doll, he placed it carefully on the bed.
She was crying so hard, clutching his lapel tightly and not letting go.
His kiss, so sudden, so pa*sionate.
Like a fire that was going to burn her to the ground.
This was the man she had loved for twenty years.
She was defenceless against everything he had to offer.
If he wanted it, she gave it.
That night, they both went wild as if they were on the verge of death, and she had never seen such a crazy Don Juanes.
He held her and wanted her over and over again.
Like he was trying to rub her into his body.
Before she pa*sed out, it was as if she could still hear him whispering in her ear, saying that he loved her and only her ……
She was still thinking in her mind that she must have been too tired.
So tired that she was hallucinating.
How could he love her when he wouldn’t even touch her if he wasn’t drunk.
If he loved her, how could he be willing to push her away again and again?
Soon she fell into a deep sleep.
When she woke up, there was no one beside her.
Wrapped in her blanket, Shang Xin searched the room, but there was no sign of him.
Just when she thought that he had left without a word after the two of them had had S*x, he just walked away, she suddenly saw on the balcony, what appeared to be a figure.
Almost without hesitation, she went over and gently lifted the curtain.
Tang Yuansi was still there.
He was wrapped only in a bathrobe, revealing his firm chest.
The morning breeze was a little chilly, shivering against his body, but he didn’t seem to feel it.
Between his index and middle fingers, he holds a cigarette.
It was half-burned, and the greenish smoke lingered on his handsome face.
Underneath his feet, cigarette butts were scattered all over the floor.
I don’t know how long I’ve been sitting here and how many cigarettes I’ve smoked ……
Between his eyebrows, there was an unconcealed tiredness and chagrin.
Seeing this scene, Shangxin’s heart, as if it had been seized with a vengeance!
This is the man she loves, no one knows better than her, every expression on his face, what it represents.
He regretted it.
A lot of regret.
A man who normally didn’t smoke, suddenly smoked so much.
His furrowed brow, his tightly pursed thin lips.
Everywhere, it spoke of his remorse.
She remembered that he only used nicotine to numb himself when he was particularly irritable and had nowhere to vent his frustrations.
Now, after they had just had S*x, he was hiding out alone, smoking so much ……
Shang Xin bit her lip, tears falling almost uncontrollably.
