A very slight tremor.
But Chen Dong’s hands felt it clearly.
Chen Dong softly shouted softly.
At this moment, his face was no longer cold and frosty.
Excitement, ecstasy, tenderness and relief ……
If Elder Long and Fan Lu were around, they would definitely have dropped their jaws to the ground in shock.
The Chen Dong at this moment was really the Daoist heart seeding demon that the mysterious man had spoken of?
As Chen Dong let out a soft cry.
Gu Qingying’s eyelashes trembled gently and her eyelids twitched as if she was raising them with force.
Seeing this, Chen Dong hurriedly lowered his head and wiped away the tears in his eyes.
He could not cry.
He could not let Gu Qingying watch him cry.
As a husband, he had to support Gu Qingying.
As a parent, when Gu Qingying woke up and learnt the truth, her pain would definitely not be weaker than his, and would even be stronger.
If he didn’t wipe his tears clean at this moment, how would he go and wipe Gu Qingying’s tears for her later?
Gu Qingying’s eyes opened.
Hollow, dull, staring at the ceiling.
A strong sense of strangeness swept through Gu Qingying’s heart.
She murmured offhandedly, “Is this …… hell?”
Her voice was very soft, so weak that it was as low as a mosquito’s whisper.
But Chen Dong could still hear it clearly.
He hurriedly held Gu Qingying’s hand with both hands, his eyes red, forcing tears to swirl in his eyes, and smiled gently, “Little fool, what are you talking about? It’s at the hospital, you’re fine.”
Gu Qingying’s eyes gradually regained focus and she slowly turned her head to look at Chen Dong beside her.
When Chen Dong’s appearance was imprinted into her eyes, the frown that had been tightly knitted finally stretched out, as if she had found a backbone, a place to rely on and a harbour all of a sudden.
“It’s okay, it’s all in the past, it’s already okay.”
Chen Dong smiled tenderly, his eyes red, tears always in his eyes.
Gu Qingying’s pale face fiercely surfaced in horror.
“The baby, the baby ……”
Her hands instantly tried to feel towards her stomach.
It was just that her left hand was held by Chen Dong, and even with more force, she did not break free.
In her excitement, her right hand directly shook off the liquid needle inserted in the back of her hand, even bringing up drops of blood.
This scene was so sudden that Chen Dong was too late to stop it.
Gu Qingying’s right hand, the back of which was stained with blood, had fallen to her stomach.
The once high bulge, which Gu Qingying was now stroking with one hand, was flat.
This touch was instantly like a big thunderbolt that struck Gu Qingying’s body brazenly.
Her eyes instantly went round and swished red as tears spilled out.
Shouting in horror and despair, she said, “Baby, baby ……”
As she shouted, her right hand was still stroking.
It was flat and flat, no more bulges.
Even as she stroked, a sharp pain swept through her body from her belly.
Tears were proclaimed from her eyes, and in an instant, Gu Qing Ying cried into a tearful person.
Her delicate body trembled and she struggled desperately, her features nearly twisted and distorted, her whole body went crazy.
“Baby …… baby …… my baby ……”
The quiet ward was instantly broken by Gu Qingying’s desperate and painful cries.
“Husband, baby, our baby ……”
“Where’s the baby? Where did my baby go?”
“Ooooooooo …… husband, the baby is gone, the baby …… is gone ……”
Chen Dong’s face changed drastically and he recklessly jumped onto Gu Qingying’s body and pressed down on her.
“Wife, it’s okay, there’s still me, the baby is gone, I’m sorry, it’s my fault!”
Only by pressing like this could Gu Qingying avoid pulling the wounds on her body because she was struggling too hard.
After a night of resuscitation, Gu Qingying was still carrying wounds on her body.
“Oooooooo …… baby, husband, our baby ……”
Gu Qingying’s hoarse cries echoed through the ward.
She desperately tried to struggle to sit up, she wanted to take a look at her stomach.
But Chen Dong was pressing down on her body, tightly imprisoning her, making it impossible for her to move at all.
The pain, the despair, the heart like a knife twist, like a lynching ……
The pain of carrying a baby in October is something that only a mother can understand clearly.
Inside her belly, it is her own flesh and blood, coalescing little by little.
The fact that you have to endure the pain of October and wait for your child to fall into the ground is definitely a worthwhile and the most wonderful happiness in the world for every mother under the sky.
Even during her pregnancy, Gu Qingying had already prepared all the items for her child, and had even gone out of her way to prick her fingers countless times to knit clothes for her child.
All the expectations were just waiting for the moment when the child was born and the angel came.
But now, all the beauty and expectation has been shattered with a crash.
For Gu Qingying, as a mother, the pain was worse than killing her.
She fought tooth and nail to keep her baby alive, even if she died.
But everything she had done had eventually turned to nothing.
Such a great pain is difficult to understand if you are not a mother.
The cries echoed and tore at the heart.
It was as if a red-hot knife was cutting through Chen Dong’s whole body.
Chen Dong lay on top of Gu Qingying’s body, clenching his teeth and pressing his hands against Gu Qingying’s hands as he held her.
Even though he had already anticipated this scene.
But when it really happened, he realized that he had no other way to soothe Gu Qingying than to hug her and say, “It’s okay, I’m here”.
Chen Dong’s eyes were red and tears came out of his eyes.
But he did not dare to make a sound, and buried his head completely between Gu Qingying’s neck, his teeth clenching his lips.
The slightest hint of blood flowed into his mouth.
Chen Dong was still soothing: “I’m sorry wife, it’s my uselessness, I didn’t protect you two mothers ……”
Deep in love, Chen Dong wailed hoarsely.
From childhood to adulthood, for more than twenty years, he had been gritting his teeth and forging ahead, moving step by step from the darkness to the light.
Never once had he been so frustrated that he spat out the words “I am useless, I am incompetent”.
But now, as a husband, Chen Dong has finally admitted his defeat!
Guilt, remorse and grief were like a tsunami that engulfed him and left him suffocating and desperate.
“The baby …… I want the baby, ooooooooo …… God, why did you take away my baby, why didn’t you take me away?”
Crying to the end, Gu Qingying suddenly wailed shrilly with grief and anger.
Her eyes were red, and the thick tears still couldn’t hide the anger in her eyes.
Her features twisted and she gritted her teeth.
She said to Chen Dong in pain, “Husband, why can’t my life be exchanged for the baby? Ooooooooo …… I’d rather die as long as the baby can live ……”
“You are not allowed to say such silly things, I only want you, even if I give up the whole world, I still want you!”
Chen Dong raised his head, tears blurring his vision, his lips stained with a hint of blood: “I made the choice, I let protect you and gave up the baby, it was me, I’m to blame for everything ……”
“You, why didn’t you protect the baby?”
Gu Qingying cried in despair, her delicate body trembling terribly: “I, I could have died! That’s our baby ah ……”
A heartbreaking wail.
The determination was heartbreaking.
Chen Dong fought back the tears that came to his eyes, the corners of his bloodstained mouth trembling gently, “But I only want you, even if the sky falls, I only want you.”
“If the child is gone, let’s have another one. I know that’s selfish of me and not something a father should say, but if I lose you, then what’s the point of my future?”
“What’s the difference between losing you and burying me before I die?”
If it was said that the appearance of Elder Long at the beginning had shown him a glimmer of light, turning what had been darkness, into black and white.
Then Gu Qingying’s reckless and righteous return to his side was to add colour to his black and white world.
A scene of memories, all engraved in his heart.
It was only through the trials and tribulations of the first marriage that Chen Dong realized more clearly how true Gu Qingying’s feelings for him really were.
When he made the decision last night.
He had indeed hesitated.
Anyone else would have hesitated about such a matter.
Even for a second, it would have been hesitation.
But when he was kicked by Dean Liu, his hesitation was gone, and all that was left in his mind was Gu Qingying.
Without the child, both he and Gu Qingying would suffer, both would have their hearts cut like a knife and their bodies cooked like oil.
But without Gu Qingying, Chen Dong was certain that his world would once again be black and white, no, it would simply be dark.
Gu Qingying was stunned, tears flowing like water, unable to stop.
It was only the movement of struggling that gradually weakened.
She had no strength left.
Weak to the extreme, in great grief, she was gradually unable to struggle.
It was only the look in her eyes at Chen Dong that carried a hint of hatred.
Chen Dong could see clearly that the hint of hatred was like a sharp sword that pierced through his heart.
He said, “Please forgive me for being selfish, so selfish that I only want you.”
The words had just fallen.
Gu Qingying suddenly raised her head.
Silver teeth bit down on Chen Dong’s shoulder.
In an instant, a cone of pain entered the bone and marrow.
Chen Dong let out a muffled grunt but did not resist, his gaze determinedly enduring, allowing Gu Qingying to bite.
A bite that contained anger and hatred.
Chen Dong could even feel the movement of Gu Qingying’s teeth rubbing and chewing on his flesh, and could hear the slight crunching sound.
If this can make you feel better, I will!
Chen Dong thought in his heart, closing his eyes and suffering in silence.
He was clear about Gu Qingying’s pain, and suffering this bite in silence was also his way of sharing the pain for her.
As a husband, but failed to protect his wife and children, this bite, was simply not enough!
“Ooooo …… ooooooooo ……”
Gu Qingying’s mouth bit down on Chen Dong’s shoulder, and a whimpering and sobbing sound gradually emitted from her mouth.
Chen Dong could clearly feel that the pressure on his shoulder had been relieved a lot.
In its place, Gu Qingying’s increasingly howling cries of pain were heard.
Chen Dong tried to adjust his posture, then slowly lifted his arms to hug Gu Qingying, his right hand gently rubbing Gu Qingying’s back.
“I’m sorry, it’s my husband’s fault, it’s my husband who didn’t protect you two mothers.”
“I know you tried very hard to protect the child, but the decision was made by me, everything is my fault.”
“I just want you, the baby is gone, as long as you are well, we can still have another, it was my incompetence that kept the little angel from coming to our family ……”
The voice was soothing, permeated with strong self-blame.
The first thing you need to do is to get a good idea of what you’re doing.
He had worked overtime yesterday in order to take a full day to spend with Gu Qingying and the child today.
But he could never have dreamed that this overtime work would cause him and Gu Qingying to lose their child.
If he hadn’t worked overtime at that time, but had been at home, perhaps …… this scene would not have happened at all now.
No, even if the a*sa*sination had happened last night.
He would have been able to protect Gu Qingying better by being there.
And he would also have forcibly prevented Gu Qingying from seeing Wang Nan Nan and Gu Dragonfly.
It was just that all this was just hypothetical, and the grief had been forged into fact.
Inside the ward, the sound of Gu Qingying’s cries always echoed.
As time pa*sed, the cries gradually weakened.
The miscarriage she had just suffered, coupled with her great grief, had left Gu Qingying’s weak body, which was not strong enough to hold on for long.
Gu Qingying lay on Chen Dong’s shoulder and fell asleep.
It was after her strength had been exhausted, she was no longer able to support herself, and was almost as if she had pa*sed out.
And the mouth that was biting tightly on Chen Dong’s shoulder also relaxed.
Chen Dong did not move, his hands still gently rubbing Gu Qingying’s back, as if he was soothing a child to sleep, gently rubbing.
His eyes were still red, and he still couldn’t stop the tears from flowing.
The tears from last night had already dried up, but Gu Qingying’s reaction just now had caused his dried up tears to mist up again.
A lightning bolt ripped through the dome of the sky that had been gloomy and depressing all morning.
The wind howled.
Pouring rain, with this thunder and lightning, came crashing down on the city.
An autumn rain is a cold one, a green and a yellow and a first year.
The sudden storm took away the heat of autumn and gradually ushered in the biting cold of winter.
The dark clouds that had been dense all morning, as the storm poured down, the clouds fell, also making the sky, as dark as night.
The sky and the earth became hazy.
As was the grief within Chen Dong at this time.
The rain was tears.
The thunder was pain.
The gale was a heartbreaking, heartbreaking grief.
Chen Dong slowly helped Gu Qingying to lie down on the hospital bed as he sat back in his wheelchair.
Just now he didn’t even care too much, he only wanted to hold Gu Qingying down so that she wouldn’t struggle and cause more harm.
Dotingly and gently, he stroked Gu Qingying’s messy, tear-dampened hair behind her ear.
Chen Dong lowered his head and nodded a gentle kiss on Gu Qingying’s forehead, then pushed the wheelchair and turned around to leave the ward, calling the nurse to re-apply the liquid needle to Gu Qingying.
When everything was done again, the ward was once again calm.
Chen Dong sat on the wheelchair, looking at Gu Qingying and weeping silently.
Gu Qingying was lying on the hospital bed, her eyebrows were once again knitted together, her pale, bloodless face, even when she was asleep, was still in pain.
For a woman, a miscarriage was the equivalent of a severe injury that scraped the bones and tore the flesh.
And all this, Chen Dong could not help Gu Qingying share.
He had promised Gu Qingying: you use your life as a bet, I will never let you lose.
He had also made a vow to let Gu Qingying be the happiest woman.
But now, he was unable to protect Gu Qingying, allowing her to be hurt time and time again, and even now even the child ……
Pain, guilt, self-blame ……
Chen Dong looked out into the darkening sky, and in the heavy rain, he could vaguely see the lightning that was winding through the sky and about to disappear after the loud thunder.
He wanted to cry, but he didn’t want to wake up Gu Qingying.
The little fool needed more rest.
The thunderstorm and the rain and the wind would not wake Gu Qingying.
But his cries would definitely wake up Gu Qingying.
Chen Dong pushed his wheelchair and went to the window, facing the storm, tears streaming down his face, forcing his cries into the thunder and the storm, crying hoarsely in his throat.