Jon held the Four Seasons, coughed and looked at me, “This is too hurtful, the Four Seasons has been drinking formula for three months, her health is a little worse but she is not sick, so she should be fine, should we not count it?”
I looked at the important opening in my hand and pursed my lips, “The Four Seasons is my child, if I can breastfeed her, why not? It’s always a good idea to try, you don’t want her to grow up sickly at any time later, do you?”
He nodded, “That’s true, but didn’t the doctor say it would be harmful to you, and after all, you’ve been off it for four months, so it’s a ha*sle to push it now.”
“Let’s go!” I didn’t say much to him, took the Four Seasons in his arms and got into the car.
He got into the driver’s seat and was about to say something else when his eyes couldn’t help but look out of the car and pause for a moment.
I looked over and saw the woman in a hospital gown under the inpatient wing, and the man in a black suit beside her, cold and rigid as ever.
Apparently the man had come to see the woman after a visit and dropped by for a walk.
Jon looked over at me and frowned, “What’s the situation with you and Fu Shen Yan now?”
I closed the car door and withdrew my gaze from the two men in front of the hospital, “teetering on the edge of divorce.”
He frowned, “Because of his relationship with Lu Xinran?”
I looked over at him and raised an eyebrow, “Isn’t that enough?”
He started the car and said nothing more, just a moment of silence, “If you still care, talk about it, divorce is too impulsive.”
I didn’t say much and looked down the hospital building again to see that Fu Shen Yan had already taken Lu Xin Ran into the inpatient unit.
“Let’s go! Go back and boil the medicine.” I spoke, my emotions not much fluctuating.
After so many years, I had long since become numb, not really angry, and I didn’t feel the need to be.
Jon started the car, sighing slightly.
After I arrived at the Yun tong district, I started to boil the medicine as the doctor said. The four seasons cried easily, and Qiao En said she cried every time she was hungry, and when she was fed milk powder, she didn’t eat much and stopped eating after a few mouthfuls.
Chen Xing was working late at night and he was the best at taking care of Four Seasons, but in his absence, Jon and I couldn’t do anything about Four Seasons’ crying.
So we had to carry her around the room all the time, and it was hard to coax the Four Seasons out of it.
The medicine was also boiling, thickly poured in a big bowl, Jon looked at me and without drinking it he said bitterly, “I can feel the bitterness already, are you sure you want to drink it?”
I nodded my head, pinched my nose and gave it all a hard drink, after drinking the medicine, my mouth was full of the taste of medicine, bitter as hell, good thing Jon stuffed me with a honey.
After drinking the medicine, my stomach felt uncomfortable, so I went back to my bedroom to rest, while Chen Xing came back and took Four Seasons and Qiao En out for a walk.
I was about to fall asleep when I got a call from Fu Shen Yan, and I was a little annoyed to receive his call in a daze, “What’s wrong?”
“Come down, let’s talk!” He spoke, his voice lowered to a whisper.
“Some other time, I don’t want to move today.” It was always going to be a fight, so we could just wait a few days until we had each other’s anger subsided.
“I’m coming up!”
“Wait a minute!” Helplessly, I got up, got dressed and went downstairs.
I was surprised that he would know about this place, winter in Jiangcheng was not that cold, Fu Shen Yan wore a black jumper and a dark jacket, the whole person was still cold and leaning against the car, a cigarette was lit on his finger, the butt was still lit with a starburst.
“What is it?” I was a little irritable, not sure if it was the medication I was taking, but I was in a slightly grumpy mood.
When he saw me, he put out the butt of his cigarette, then threw it in the bin aside, stood up straight, took his jacket off and put it on me, “Why don’t you put some more on?”
I pursed my lips, “If you have something to say, just say it!” I didn’t have the patience to make small talk with him here.
He furrowed his brows, unable to tell if he was happy or not, “Go back to the mountain water residence.”
“I have something!” I spoke, pulling my jacket off my body and handing it to him, “I’m fine living over here.”
It gave me a real headache to go back and confront him.
He frowned, a little warm and angry, “Shen Shu, you’re already married, don’t you know you’re already a wife? You’re living with two men like this, do you think it’s appropriate?”
“I don’t think so!” Tilting my head at him, I said indifferently, “Fu Shen Yan, I said, you can divorce me if you are not satisfied, I can sign at any time.”
“Shen Shu!” He was furious, tugging at my hand with frightening force, “Are you making divorce a habit? Are you really treating marriage like a child’s play?”
“It is child’s play! Fu Shen Yan, I am treating marriage as a child’s play, so may I ask when do you plan to divorce me?”
He narrowed his eyes slightly, his gaze obscure, and after a long time, he used all his strength, pulled open the car door, and threw me directly into the car, with almost rough force.
I didn’t have the strength to resist, I was thrown into the car, and before I could sit up straight, he started the car.
I don’t know how many red lights I ran, but I arrived at the villa a moment later.
Before I knew it, he pulled me out of the car and I struggled, “Fu Shenyan, you’re sick!”
He didn’t say anything, he just lifted me up and I was dizzy for a while, my head was facing the ground and I was shaken by him.
In no time at all, my whole body was thrown onto the bed in the bedroom, and before I could get up from the bed, he took off his jacket.
“Fu Shen Yan, you B*****d!” With my heart holding its breath, I bit down hard on his shoulder, not letting go until my mouth tasted of blood.
There was nothing I could do to him.
I stopped struggling, opened my eyes and looked at him motionlessly, unable to divorce and unable to get rid of him, I was a little desperate.
As if sensing that I was no longer struggling, he stopped moving, and his dark eyes looked at me, four eyes facing each other.
He pursed his lips, his gaze a little cold, “Hate me?”
I pursed my lips and lost interest in speaking to him.
“Shen Shu, don’t hate me, we are husband and wife not enemies, we shouldn’t be like this.” His voice was low, his breath ragged.
I pursed my lips and clenched my teeth, holding back the pain.
After tossing and turning for a long time, he finally stopped and held me from behind, “Come back and stay, okay?”
He spoke, some exhaustion in his voice.
I didn’t want to talk to him and chose to be silent, and it wasn’t long before Jon called.
I picked up, “I’m at the Mountain House!”
Almost instantly, Jon responded, and after a slight pause said, “The Four Seasons are crying a lot, so I’m putting her to bed first.”
I enthused, and he said, “Get some rest!”
After hanging up the phone, Fu Shen Yan pulled me into his arms, “Four Seasons?”
“Fu Shen Yan, I’m so tired, let’s split up!” I spoke, my voice as calm as could be, “I admit I love you and care about you, but that doesn’t mean I’m really willing to stay entangled with you like this, you’ve ruined all my good hopes for my marriage, I don’t blame you because I haven’t done well in this marriage myself, so we’re kind of fair.”