I nodded my head and took a breath, “Dr. Cheng, can we talk?”
He narrowed his brows, raised his hand to look at his wrist watch and raised an eyebrow, “Are you sure you want to talk to me at this time of night?”
Eleven o’clock at night, not too late.
I nodded and spoke, “It won’t take long, just a few words.”
He pursed his lips and walked back into the living room, sat down, put down the medicine cabinet he was holding and looked over at me, “Yes!”
I sat across from him, poured him a gla*s of water and spoke, “Dr. Cheng, have you …… seen Muzi lately?”
He raises his eyebrows, his gaze falls on me, deep and distant, and frowns, “No, why?”
My heart felt a little hard and blocked, and I spoke, “She’s not here anymore!”
As I said this, my hands shook a little, but I still looked at him seriously and saw his hand holding the gla*s of water tremble slightly.
Then pursing his lips he looked at me and said, “Not anymore …… What does that mean?”
“Dead!” My nose got a little sore and I subconsciously looked down to push back the tears in my own eyes.
“Ta!” With a very light movement, he placed the gla*s of water on the table and narrowed his eyes, his voice low, “How did it go?”
“Car accident, two bodies in one!” I lied, about the baby, I didn’t want to tell him, and since it was Muzzy’s idea, I would keep it!
He pursed his lips and his eyes deepened extraordinarily, “One body, two lives?”
I nodded, “She was pregnant.”
He stared at me, his eyes extraordinarily deep, “The baby, it’s mine?”
He stopped talking and a long silence followed, the air was misty with cold air and I shivered subconsciously.
After a long moment, he looked at me, no expression on his face, rose, looked at me with a grim gaze and said, “Is this the talk?”
I froze for a moment and nodded, “Nah!”
“I see!” He got up and carried his medicine chest out of the villa.
I froze in the living room, so Muzi was just a pa*sing visitor to him that was never remembered?
Sister-in-law Zhang came in with a bag of things, and when she saw me standing in the hall without saying a word, she wondered, “What’s wrong with Dr. Cheng? He was so tall, he was fine when he came in, but when he went out, he looked as if he had lost his soul.
“Lost in thought?” I opened my mouth and looked at Sister Zhang.
She nodded, extra strange, “Yeah, I just came in, greeted him and he didn’t even respond, almost collided with me in a daze.”
I looked down, my mood not so bad, did this mean that to Cheng Junyu, Muzi wasn’t so dispensable?
Calming the pain in my heart, I turned around and went upstairs and into the bedroom.
Seeing Fu Shen Yan changed into a suit and his hair was neatly combed and clean, I froze for a moment, “You’re going out?”
He gave me a faint look, his face extremely cold, “No?”
I was speechless for a moment and shook my head, “No, it’s late, it’s snowing outside, and you’re still sick, so it’s not a good time to go out.”
He sneered, hooking a sarcastic curve, “Something wrong?”
I pursed my lips, unable to say anything for a moment.
It wasn’t long before the sound of the engine starting came from the yard.
Standing in my bedroom, I pursed my lips and sighed, as if no matter what I did, it would end up being wrong and wrong.
Lu Xinran and Lin Wan were both injured and punished, but I still didn’t seem to be able to be happy, and even felt as if I had lost a lot.
The large villa, which originally had few people, was as quiet as a tomb at this time, with Fu Shenyan gone and Sister Zhang not staying overnight.
Outside the window was the whistling of the north wind, and the heavy snowfall at the end of the year was even bigger than I had imagined.
I couldn’t fall asleep, my head was buzzing, so I got up and sat on the bed and turned on the computer to watch a horror movie.
When Shen Yu called, it was already two in the morning, and when he picked up the phone, he said, “Did Fu Shen Yan and you have a fight?”
I stared at the ambiguous images on the computer and couldn’t help but say, “It’s been a few days since the fight, what’s going on?”
“No, I was in the Imperial City looking for fun and I just saw him, what’s up with him being out messing around in the middle of the night instead of being with you?” I laughed at Shen Yu’s words.
“You’re really getting to be a brother, you’re worrying about my married life.”
He chortled and said, “Don’t flirt with me, your man is embracing another woman right now and doesn’t know what he’s doing? You’re not anxious?”
The TV show wasn’t bad, I was watching it, I changed my position and said, “He’s an adult, not a child, if he’s in a bad mood because of a fight, I can control that for a while, but not for a lifetime, I can’t be around him twenty-four hours a day.”
If it was before, I probably would have felt bad or aggrieved, but now that I think about it, I seem to be relieved that I’ve done my job as a wife and his business doesn’t seem to have much to do with me.
It’s naturally best if I can get to the end, if not, I won’t starve to death in this life, I can get on with it either way, the age of love first is over.
“All right!” He opened his mouth and after a pause said, “Still up this late, couldn’t sleep? Want to come out for a drink?”
I pinned my chin, looked at the computer screen, and said somewhat lazily, “I watched two episodes of a TV series and my head hurts, Shen Yu, I seem to be a bit sick.”
The other end of the computer was silent for a while and said, “I’ll come and get you!”
After saying that, he hung up the phone.
I looked at the picture on the computer, my heart was still uncomfortable, it was inexplicably uncomfortable, and there was pain and suffering, I wouldn’t cry anymore, but this feeling was even worse than crying.
I can’t get interested in anything, and I even want to kill myself sometimes in despair.
I don’t know what I am anymore!
Shen Yu arrived in half an hour, the car pulled up downstairs and rang the horn.
I stood on the balcony looking at him and saw him sticking his head out of the car saying, “Come down, I’ll take you out for a spin.”
Changing my clothes, I went downstairs and got into the car.
He started the car and looked at me and said, “Want a drink?”
I nodded and smiled, “Yes!”
“What are your plans for later?” He spoke, and the car drove fast.
I thought for a moment, unable to think of any plans I had, and said somewhat helplessly, “I don’t know, when I think about it, I don’t seem to have any pursuits right now.”
No expectations for love, no ** for life, the future, it seems blank.
He gave me a sideways glance and said, “Do you want to go back to Huai’an?”
I froze and looked over at him, “Wasn’t Huai’an torn down?” That lane was so small, the developer probably saw the environment there and planned to get a villa there.
He nodded, “All the others were torn down, our old houses weren’t torn down, they’re all still in good condition.”
He lost his smile, “Sort of!”
I didn’t press the issue, with his ability, it wouldn’t be difficult to keep the few hundred square metres of land.
After thinking about it, I said, “Why don’t we wait until after the New Year? We’ll go in March and take the Four Seasons with us.”
He frowned, “The Four Seasons?”
“Muzi’s daughter!” I spoke.
He froze for a moment, then fell silent and didn’t pursue the matter further.
Royal City Nightclub.
Shen Yu threw the car keys to the parking next and took me by the arm, “Go up later, have fun!”
I am amused, “how to play? You’re not going to find me a few young masters to keep me company?”
He gave a tsk, “You can do that, you know the young masters, I can play with you?”