People! Ridiculous, it’s wrong when you love, and it’s wrong when you don’t.
I turned to go upstairs, feeling there was nothing to continue the conversation with him.
“A light sentence to end all that has passed between us?” He spoke, his voice so faint that little emotion could be heard.
I paused where I was and didn’t turn around.
“Shen Shu, if you really hate, are you willing to let me go just like that? The best revenge in the world is to be worse than death. Or are you relieved?”
I didn’t know what made such a reserved man like Fu Shen Yan say such words and looked back at him.
My eyebrows knitted together, “Fu Shen Yan, you know I’ve never been one to take the heat!”
He raised his eyes, his gaze was harsh, “Go back with me, so that you can have a place to put your grievances to rest.”
“Aren’t you afraid I’ll get up in the middle of the night and stab you to death?” The old me wouldn’t have, but now it’s really different, if it’s enough hate, killing people isn’t even enough to relieve it.
He pursed his lips, his gaze brightening and darkening, “I’ll see what happens!”
I looked up and saw that the lights in the house had been turned on, and Gu Han’s slender, upright body was standing by the floor-to-ceiling window.
The distance was far, I didn’t see his expression, but at least I could more or less imagine his state of mind at this moment.
Fu Shen Yan naturally saw my movements and frowned slightly, but did not say anything.
After a long time, I looked at him and said, much calmer, “Fu Shen Yan, I can go back with you, but I want you to do one thing.”
“I want everyone in the capital to know who I am, and to clear the air between you and Lu Xinran, so that you don’t ask questions about what I do in the future!”
He narrowed his brows and nodded, “Yes!”
After a pause, he continued, “I’ll come and pick you up tomorrow.”
Gu Han waited in the doorway with his arms wrapped around him, his gaze lightly looking at me, “Deal?”
I nodded and bent down to change my shoes, “Since I’ve said I’m going to be on my own, it’s not a good idea for me to always hide behind you.”
“Heh!” He sneered, “Are you worried that someone will take us to task and drag the Fu and Shen families down with them?”
I twisted my eyebrows, feeling that his words carried a sting, “Gu Han, I am still Fu Shen Yan’s wife, your mother is right to worry.”
He was good, good in every way, but one can’t be so selfish, one Fu Shen Yan was enough for me, another Gu Han, I was powerless to fight.
When I saw his gloomy face, I raised my eyes to look at him, “Thank you for these days, but I can’t go on pretending to be deaf and dumb, Gu Han, I’m sorry!”
I didn’t bother to look at his expression, I just got up and went to my bedroom. A person wouldn’t be nice to another person for no reason, there’s always a reason.
Sometimes I would like to play dumb and stay on, but people are complicated and I can’t stay dumb for the rest of my life.
Besides, today I’m not qualified to be stupid!
“Shen Shu!” He spoke, his voice lowered to a whisper, “Have you ever had a heart for me ……?”
I froze, not knowing how to speak for a moment, and paused before saying, “Gu Han, I’m sorry!”
A low chuckle came from him behind me, “Um, good! I know.”
The words were light and I could hear the heaviness.
But, that was all that could be said.
I opened my mouth to say something else, but in the end, I didn’t say a word.
Back in my bedroom, I was a little gagged and couldn’t sleep as I lay in bed.
In just two months, it seemed I had never thought carefully about how I was going to live the rest of my life.
I let him take care of me and Fu Shenyan, and Gu Han, and I let him take care of me, but I forgot that in the end, I couldn’t give him anything, and in the end, it was him who was hurt!
I was too broken to drag him down with me.
It was a long night, so long that I thought the day would never come.
The following day.
I hadn’t slept all night, I had a bad headache and my head was buzzing.
Gu Han was already in the living room, seeing me get up, he looked over at me with a light expression, “Breakfast first?”
I nodded and my eyes fell on the table, white porridge, doughnuts and fried eggs, quite homely.
Sitting opposite each other, he didn’t say a word, quietly and elegantly sipping his porridge, seeing the dark circles under his eyes.
I couldn’t help but say, “You didn’t sleep well last night?”
He raised his eyes, answered indifferently and said, “Eat more!” With that, he put a fried egg in my bowl.
Looking at him, I didn’t say much more.
When my phone rang, I was distracted for a moment, and when I saw Gu Han looking at me, my light fell on the phone.
The screen clearly showed Fu Shen Yan’s number.
Seeing that I hadn’t moved, he raised an eyebrow, “Not going to answer it?”
I picked up the phone and didn’t speak, waiting for the other end of the line to speak.
“Got a lot of stuff? I’ll come up and help you move your stuff, I’m downstairs from you.” Fu Shen Yan’s voice was not high or low, no emotion could be heard.
I got up, walked to the window, lifted the curtain, the man downstairs was still in a black suit, straight and erect.
“No need!” I spoke, my voice lighter, adding, “I’ll see you downstairs!”
“Okay, I’ll wait for you!” A bland response, as if that was how we were meant to be.
After hanging up the phone, Gu Han looked at me and pursed his lips, “I haven’t finished my breakfast yet.”
I looked at him, knowing that he was not in a good mood at the moment, and after a pause said, “Gu Han, thank you.”
Other than that, I didn’t know what else I should say, the bedroom was all set up by him and there was nothing I needed to take with me.
I missed him and went straight out of the bedroom, my wrist was suddenly in his grip, I didn’t have time to react as he pushed hard on my neck.
It came too quickly for me to react, and I pushed him away violently in pain, covering my neck with faint anger, “Gu Han, I thought you would respect me!”
He laughed, “Shen Shu, you really think the best of humanity!”
After a sullen look at him, I spoke, my voice heavy, “Goodbye!”
This is my own problem, I am not qualified to reprimand him, all I can do is suffer.
Fu Shen Yan was already waiting at the door, seeing me come out, a pair of
Chapter 338 – I won’t let her go again
Handsome eyebrows slightly pause, put a wide palm towards me, “Let’s go home!”
The words, very soft, like a gust of wind brushing by.
I pursed my lips and ignored his hand raised in mid-air, missing him as he walked directly in the direction of the car.
Gu Han’s shadowy voice came from behind me, “Fu Shen Yan, you’d better take good care of her, otherwise, next time, I won’t let her go.”
I froze and looked back to see the two men facing each other, and the battle was about to begin.
When I got into the car, I didn’t bother to look at the two men, I just faintly heard Fu Shen Yan’s words, “There won’t be a next time.”
The car started, Fu Shen Yan did not speak, I naturally will not speak, looking out of the car window flashing past the skyscrapers.
I couldn’t help but feel that the capital was really not the usual prosperous city.
“What would you like to eat?” Fu Shen Yan spoke, his voice shallow, and when he looked at me sideways, his pair of black eyes sank a few degrees, seemingly a little cold.
I pursed my lips and said indifferently, “I’m not hungry!” I had eaten a little bit earlier.
He didn’t say anything, but pulled up under a breakfast place and looked at me, “I’m hungry!”
He got out of the car, entered the shop, found a seat and looked at me expressionlessly, “Do you want some soup buns?”
I wasn’t hungry, so I nodded, “All right!”
I didn’t look at him again, I looked down and played with my phone, a text message came in from Shen Yu, “We’re going to Jiangcheng on Wednesday, you’re meeting with the CEO of Huayao?”
I almost forgot about this and replied to the message, it did occur to me that I could drop by Jiangcheng to see Qiao En and Muzi, I hadn’t seen them for a while and Muzi’s baby, I think, was two months old.
My phone was suddenly taken away, I raised my eyes and met Fu Shen Yan’s dark eyes, I couldn’t help but frown, “What’s wrong?”
He put the phone out of my reach and looked at me and said, “Eat well.”
I frowned and looked at the food in front of me, not really having an appetite, “I just ate, I’m not hungry!”
“It’s okay, eat more!” I said and pushed the Xiao Long Bao towards my position.
I wrinkled my eyebrows, a little displeased, but did not flare up.
After breakfast, I always felt that he was not in the right mood, and I couldn’t figure out the point of his anger, so I chose to be silent.
When I got to the villa, got out of the car and went back to the bedroom, Fu Shen Yan jerked me into a hug from behind me, his voice hoarse and low, faintly pressed with anger, “Did he touch you?”
The words were inexplicable, and before I could react, his kisses fell in a dense stream.