It was several days later when I knew Fu Shen Yan was down the block. Gu Han hardly let me go out because of my unstable emotions.
I think he really knew me well and knew how to stabilise me, and he did get busy at the end of the National Day.
And I started to work for Gu. Gu Han did put me in the project team, because I had just taken over, so I didn’t know much about many things, and he lined me up with a*sistants to help me.
Working on projects is different from doing other things, it’s a bit difficult to work from 9 to 5, because I’ve just taken over, so I’m almost always busy until late.
Gu Hengyang was in hospital because he had a stroke, so Gu Han only arranged for his a*sistant to take me back.
These days, I had adjusted well on my own, so I didn’t worry him that much.
After dropping me off at the entrance of the district, my a*sistant Lin Xi said, “Director Shen, this is what Mr Gu asked me to give you, he told you to remember to eat.”
I nodded, took the document in her hand and got out of the car, it was only a five-minute walk from the entrance to the cell to the floor, I walked slowly, thinking about the new project all the way.
Gu Han originally had a company abroad, and at the moment he probably wanted to develop it more at home.
The quality of the products can be guaranteed, but the only thing I want to worry about is the management, Gu is a listed company, if Huayao is acquired, then it is a good choice for Gu.
As I was thinking about it, the phone rang and it was Jon.
I had been calling him every day for the past few days, but I couldn’t get through to him.
Now that I got a call from Jon, I rushed to pick up, “Jon, where’s Muzi? How are you and Muzi doing? Has she given birth yet?”
The person on the other end of the line froze a little at the sudden sound of my voice, and only after a long time did he say, “She’s fine, she’s had the baby, it’s a girl, where have you been ……? Is the baby okay?”
My heart felt a little hard, my body drifted a little, I went to a rest area and sat down, pressed my emotions and said, “I’m fine, where are you guys? Where are you? I can’t reach you. Where’s Muzi? How come her phone hasn’t been working?”
“She’s fine too, she’s in the middle of her month and she’s preoccupied with the baby, so she might not have time to take your calls.” He always sounded odd to me, but I didn’t know what to say.
I also had to say, “So where are you now?”
I could faintly hear the sound of a child crying on the other end of the line, and my heart sank, and I couldn’t stop the tears from flowing.
“We are still in the countryside, and we will come to the capital to see you when Muzi has recovered better.
I nodded my head repeatedly, my heart actually a little unstoppable happy that at least Muzi’s child was well.
He was probably too busy taking care of the baby, so he hung up after a few words.
It was autumn in the capital and the temperature was getting colder by the day, so I felt especially cold after sitting outside for a long time.
The familiar black jeep, license plate ja888c, a few keywords – Fu Shen Yan.
What was he doing here?
Out of instinct, I turned around and planned to leave.
But before I could take a few steps, he pulled me back, “Shen Shu, how long are you going to hide from me?”
I stiffened, breathing a little hard, “Fu Shen Yan, let’s get a divorce!!!”
I was running away and avoiding him, there was no way I could continue to live with him anymore.
Originally I was able to accept that he didn’t love me, and I could put up with his complicated relationship with Lu Xinran, and I could put up with all those big and small flings he had with Lu Xinran.
I could live on as long as I kept my child, even if he didn’t love me, but the child was his and he would love it.
But now that I don’t have a child, I can’t find a reason to go on with him. I don’t want to cheat myself, and I don’t want to go crazy and kill people every time I see him flirting with Lu Xinran.
“Divorce?” A hint of pain flashed across his face, “Shen Shu do we have to do this?”
I nodded, my face was much calmer, but my heart was still faintly aching, “Fu Shen Yan, there is no way I can continue to live with you, I married you at first because of how grandpa took care of me and my grandmother, I wanted to spend my whole life to return this favor, but now after all I’ve been through, I’ve repaid these favors, let me go!”
He suddenly sneered out, “So, you married me because you were repaying the favour?”
I nodded my head, “En!”
His face was extremely ugly, “Since it’s a repayment of kindness, let’s repay it for the rest of your life, I didn’t want to break up or leave with you.”
I froze, my emotions collapsing a little, “Fu Shen Yan, don’t you understand? I hate you, I don’t want to be with you at all, let alone see you.”
His dark eyes narrowed, suppressing the pain in his eyes, “Then adapt slowly, since you hate, then take revenge, the best revenge is to dwell on it, isn’t it?”
“Crazy!” I broke down and couldn’t help but yell out, “Deserved retribution, God will punish, I don’t want to get my hands dirty.”
With that, I took a sharp step towards the floor door, he followed me, “Gu Han can’t take care of you for the rest of your life, come back with me!”
He pulled me back, I didn’t want him to touch me at all, didn’t care if I fell on the stairs, all I wanted to do was push him away.
He pulled me in, saw himself falling backwards and let go violently for fear of involving me.
Watching him fall down the steps, I turned with a blank face and opened the door, going straight into the lift.
When I got home, I hurriedly took my medication to bring my emotions under control, then flopped down on my bed and waited to fall asleep.
My phone rang and when I saw it was Gu Han calling, I picked up, “Hello!”
“Remember to eat and don’t go straight to bed!” His words made me suspect that I was being monitored.
I couldn’t help but say, “How did you know I was getting ready for bed?”
He laughed low, “Because I know you too well.”
I pursed my lips and flopped down on the bed, “I just took my medication and I don’t want to move!”
“Why are you taking pills all of a sudden?” There was something serious in his voice.
I spoke, “I met Fu Shen Yan downstairs just now.”
These days I had originally stopped taking my medication and was basically able to keep my emotions under control.
He was silent for a moment and said for a moment, “En, there’s food in the fridge, eat some more or less before you sleep, otherwise you won’t really be able to sleep at night.”
I nodded my head and looked at the time, it was only about seven o’clock, think about it, if I fall asleep this time, I won’t be able to sleep when I wake up at night.
I hung up the phone and went to find something to eat in the dining room. Probably because he guessed I would be so lazy, he had prepared a quick meal in the fridge in advance, so I could heat it up in the microwave and eat it.
After a few simple bites, the medication took effect, so I just lay down on the bed and fell asleep in no time.