His eyes fell on the scar on my palm and he frowned, “How did it come about?”
I smiled, but it was harder than crying, looking to Lu Xinran, I pushed down my tears, “How did it come about? You should ask your most precious Miss Lu how I got this injury.”
Looking at Fu Shen Yan, I was calm and continued, “Fu Shen Yan, do you know how the baby died? That night, he was inside my belly trying hard and desperately to come out, but he couldn’t get out.”
Looking at his pained face, I suddenly felt, why should I be the one to hurt, why should I be the one to suffer, “Fu Shen Yan, do you know? When I was kidnapped, I called you over and over again, called you over and over again to save us, mother and son, but no matter how I called the phone, it was always switched off, Fu Shen Yan, do you know how desperate I was?”
He opened his mouth to say something, but was interrupted by my cold laugh, “You don’t know, at that time, you should be looking up to your princess, celebrating her birthday, you must have prepared exquisite gifts for her at that time.”
“Shen Shu!” He spoke, his voice hoarse, “The phone was at work, I didn’t even know ……”
“Yes, you didn’t know!” I sneered, “You have no idea how I was locked in the warehouse, how they tied my legs and hands, how you don’t know how I felt the baby trying so hard to get out and how little by little I felt him not breathing ……”
I choked up, some can’t go on, but looking at Fu Shen Yan’s face is getting paler and paler more and more painful, I suddenly feel good that I’m not alone in my pain.
I laughed, “Fu Shen Yan, do you know what it’s like to have a fetus die in the womb? Do you know what it’s like when the baby is taken out? Do you know what it’s like to be suffocated alive?”
“That’s enough!” He ran a little, covering his face with his hands, his tall body slowly crouching on the floor, becoming helpless and weak and in pain.
Seeing him like this, I suddenly didn’t feel bad anymore, looking at Lu Xinran’s pale face, I sneered, “Lu Xinran, how about it? I’m not sure if it’s a good idea to listen to me talk about the process, don’t you feel more comfortable in your heart? The money you spent on your mother and daughter was worth it!”
“Shen Shu, what are you talking about?” Lu Xinran raised her voice and said furiously, “Who are you to say that my mother and I did it?”
I laughed, “What are you so anxious to deny? The matter is so big, do you think I can’t really find anything? Can the Mo family really just have their hands in the air?”
Lu Xinran was so shocked that she stepped back, her mouth froze, “I didn’t do it!”
Fu Shen Yan looked at her, his gaze grim to the extreme, “Is it related to your Mo family?”
Lu Xinran shook her head as her body kept trembling, “No, it’s not!”
I didn’t want to see her pretend at all, and went straight out of the ward, Fu Shen Yan wanted to chase, but was pulled by Lu Xin Ran, she was crying with pearly tears, “Brother Shen Yan, you have to believe me, it’s really not me, I don’t even know ……”
I’m not familiar with the capital, and I didn’t know how I was going to find my way back after I left the hospital.
Looking at the flow of people coming and going, I didn’t know where I should go, I had no mobile phone, no money, and I was afraid that Fu Shen Yan would follow me.
I took one step and asked questions as I went, and by the time I got back to the Central Park neighbourhood, my feet were worn out.
When I got home, I took off my shoes and there was already a lot of blood coming out.
“Bang!” The door was opened, Gu Han was still breathing heavily, looking at me, he froze, almost instantly, he pulled me up.
Cradled in his arms, “Where have you been all day and all night? Why didn’t you call me to check in.”
I froze, my heart starting to tingle, realizing after a while that I was in trouble because of his feelings for me.
It took a long time for him to release me, to settle down and look at me, “Where have you been? Why haven’t you been back all day and night?”
“I don’t know how I ran out, and then I woke up in the hospital.” I omitted the part about Fu Shen Yan and mumbled my words.
He sighed and nodded, “It’s good that she’s okay.” Looking down at my bloodstained feet, he frowned, “Did you walk back?”
I nodded and scowled, “I didn’t have a mobile phone or money and I couldn’t get a cab!”
“You wouldn’t have called me to pick you up?” He closed his eyes, a little helpless, and sighed, “It’s just that I didn’t think it through.”
Placing it on the couch wound, he found the medicine cabinet, half knelt on the floor, placed my foot on his knee and started cleaning the wound.
When the swab touched the wound, it really hurt so much that I involuntarily shrank back, and he sighed slightly, “It’ll heal in a minute!”
Afraid that I would be in pain, he blew a few times while applying the medicine, and looking at him, I wandered a little.
I shouldn’t have stayed by his side, Fu Qingyin was right, once it was rumoured that there was something between us, the Fu family, and the Gu family would all be in the public eye, and it would be even scarier than we thought.
“Thinking about what?” He put the medicine box away and raised his eyes to look at me.
Looking at him, I pulled my feet back and watched as he put the medicine box away and watched as he sat down next to me and poured me water.
After a pause, I couldn’t help but say, “Gu Han, you …… can stop coming to my place in the future!”
He paused and his dark eyes looked at me, “What do you mean?”
“Thank you for helping me these days, whatever you have to do in the future, I will definitely die, but after all, you and I are alone like this, walking so close, if someone with an eye on us sees it, auntie is right, the Fu family as well as the Gu family will have to suffer.”
I shouldn’t have said these things, and I shouldn’t have said them so bluntly.
But there was no taking back what was said.
His face was sullen and cold, “What are you worried about?”
Pinching my palms together, I spoke, “I can’t owe you too much.”
“I don’t care!” He spoke, his gaze looking at me with some complexity, “Shen Shu, if you’re worried about people gossiping, I can leave you where you are, but you only have one option, to go back and be with Fu Shen Yan, otherwise, there’s no way I’ll leave you here alone.”
I bowed my head and murmured, “Don’t worry, nothing will happen to me, I …… am terrified of pain and afraid of heights!”
Even if I had to kill myself, I probably wouldn’t have the courage to do so, I really am especially afraid of pain.
He looked at me, his eyes were filled with emotions I couldn’t understand, “There’s no hiding from this, there’s no way to hide from this for the rest of your life!”
I didn’t understand what he was saying and looked at him blankly, “What?”
He smiled lightly and shook his head, “Wait until you’re more emotionally stable, the National Day holiday is over, I’ll be busy, I don’t have that much human time to spend with you, you’ll still have to regulate yourself in the future.”
I nodded, tiredness and weariness began to set in, due to the medication I had just taken.
I got up, “I’m going to my room to rest for a while!” And with that, I went into the bedroom.
A dreamless night!