The first thing you can do is to let go of me. If he had agreed to a divorce, I would have taken the children and gone to Jingcheng with Muzi to find a clean slate to bring them down.
I would have raised two children, and for the rest of my life, even though I might be hurt by money, I would not have been left without my children, without my best friend, and living with a wound.
Cloud Copper Apartment.
Chen Xing was holding the Four Seasons, his slender jade-like body standing at the door, when he saw me and Jon, he paused slightly and spoke, “The food is ready, the meal will be ready in a moment.”
When we got inside, Chen Xing handed Four Seasons to Jon and went to the kitchen.
I couldn’t help but feel a softness in my heart as I looked at her, reaching out to pick her up and taking her little hand to tease her.
After a moment of silence, Jon looked at me and said, “What’s next?”
I thought for a moment, and after a moment of silence, I spoke, “I’m going to take the Four Seasons to Huai’an.”
After a pause, I looked at him and said, “You can help me get in touch in the next two days, I have a house over by the Cloud Copper Apartments and I want to buy it.”
He frowned, “Are you short of money?”
“No! At that time, Muzi and I bought one set each, just leave one of the two houses for the Four Seasons, when Muzi transferred the bar at that time, she had a sum of money and bought a set in Jingcheng, a total of two houses, so the Four Seasons won’t have to worry about it in the future.”
As for myself, all these years in Fu’s, plus the money from the previous contract with Huayao, I got quite a lot here, the future life, at least is not to worry about.
After buying this set of Yun tong flat, I plan to go to Huai’an to find a smaller house and bring the four seasons to live with me.
He was silent for a while, for a long time, raised his eyes to look at me and said, “Between you and Fu Shen Yan, there is no room for turning back?”
I smiled lightly, not knowing what to say, “I’ve been lying to myself for a long time, when I used to dream, I would always dream of that child asking me to save him, I could even clearly see the circle of red marks on the child’s head, I kept lying to myself over and over again, he was helpless, he didn’t want this, but Qiao En, one can’t lie to oneself for the rest of one’s life, ah. ”
He pursed his lips, “What about the Mo family? And the Shen family, have you thought about them when you walked away like that?”
Siji’s hands tightened and pulled me so I wouldn’t move.
Looking at her, I unconsciously smiled lightly and paused before looking at Qiao En, “The Mo family side I never intended to acknowledge from the start, the third uncle side, I think he will understand, as for Shen Yu!”
After a moment of silence, I huffed and spoke, “Qiao En, at that time he and Lin Wan were the closest, Fu Shen Yan knew this, do you think he didn’t know? He should have known that I was Lin Wan’s daughter a long time ago, and also always knew what Fu Shen Yan had done, maybe, some of the details in between were his doing, after all, Lin Wan and Mo Zhi Zhan are not stupid, how could they not even know that the dna was switched.”
He pursed his lips and did not continue to speak.
Spring came earlier in Jiangcheng, and after a few heavy rains, some trees were faintly sprouting.
Siji had also grown quite tall and now liked adults to hold her and jump.
Jon was always very good at his job and found a buyer for the Cloud Copper Apartments in less than a few days.
When I bought the Cloud Copper Apartments, the price was not too high, it was just the renovation and furniture that cost more money.
The buyer was very forthcoming and although I was in a hurry to sell, they did not undercut the market price and offered me the same at market price.
It will take some days to deal with the closing of the house. I had been planning to visit my grandmother and grandfather at the cemetery before, but I never had the time.
At the weekend, I left early in the morning and Four Seasons was too young to take her to the cemetery.
So, I drove to the cemetery by myself.
It was almost March and the sun was not very bright in the morning, probably because it was raining and the dew was heavy.
It was too early and not many people came to the cemetery, so I walked on the green slabs and paid my respects to several deceased people one by one.
I stood in front of my grandmother’s tombstone and looked at the somewhat faded photo on the tombstone, I was lost in thought for a long time.
“Grandma, I seem to have messed up the path of life, you all left, leaving me alone, you have to help me take care of the children over there ……”
Pressing down the pain in my heart, I took a breath and stopped speaking, rest in peace for the dead and well being for the living.
When I noticed someone behind me, I slightly stiffened my body, in fact, I did not need to think to know that it was Fu Shen Yan.
I didn’t turn around for a long time, sighed, turned around without looking at him and walked directly towards the outside of the cemetery.
I was frozen when I brushed past him, my wrist was pulled by him, but it was only for a moment that I shook off his hand, my expression was very light, I could hardly see any sadness or happiness, I looked at him lightly and said, “It doesn’t matter if you don’t want to do the divorce certificate, three years of separation, it will be automatically lifted.”
He pursed his lips, his eyes lowered, “Is there no room for that?”
I lowered my eyes, collecting my emotions, looked up at him and smiled, “When you lied to me in the first place, you should have thought we would come to this day.”
He looked at me, his eyes deep and chilling, “Hate me?”
A light smile, a breeze, “Fu Shen Yan, I don’t hate you, but I just don’t hate you.”
One has to end a turn and move on to another life.
I didn’t look at his face again and said, “If you ever had a moment of heart for me, then, Fu Shen Yan, please let me go for the sake of the heart you once had, and let us say goodbye and be happy.”
I turned around, left the cemetery, and returned to the Cloud Copper flat when it was a little dark.
Before I could open the door, I heard a voice from inside, it was Ivana Lin’s.
Open the door.
Sure enough, Lin Ivana and Mo Zhi Zhan were sitting in the living room, coaxing the four seasons to play, and when they saw me, both of them froze and sat up straight, a bit like errant children.
“You …… are back!” Ivana Lin spoke, her expression looked a little nervous, more complex.
I pursed my lips, nodded lightly, saw that both Qiao En and Chen Xing were not there, and spoke, “They went out?”
“No!” Ivana Lin spoke, “Mr. Qiao is in the baby room, and Xing went out to do some shopping.”
I nodded my head and said no more.
When Four Seasons saw me, she reached out for a hug, and I took her and sat on the sofa.
Ivana Lin and Mo Zhi Zhan looked at each other, their eyes a little complicated.
They seemed to have something to say to me, but I didn’t say anything, I just hugged Four Seasons and played with her.
For a long time, probably because she couldn’t stand the air anymore quiet atmosphere, Lin Ivana opened her mouth and looked at me, “I heard Xing say that you and Mr. Fu divorced?”
I nodded my head and enthused, not saying much.
I froze, not knowing what to say for a moment.
It was Mo Zhi Zhan who said with a bit of warmth and anger, “It’s good to be divorced, his Fu Shen Yan’s little mind will break our family sooner or later.”
Lin Ivana frowned slightly, not knowing what to say for a while, and looked at me, sighing slightly, “What are your plans for the future?”
I pursed my lips, “What do you two want to say directly, no need to beat around the bush with me.”
The two of them were stunned, then they looked at each other and looked at me, “Shen Shu, did you know that your dna and Xinran’s dna had been switched?”