It was because he knew everything that he had to push her away.
She had already suffered so much from her experiences as a child, and he couldn’t imagine how she would face the pain of losing him alone if they did get together.
It was his fault.
He should have stayed away from her, from the very beginning.
If he hadn’t drunk too much that day ……
Tang Yuansi’s brow knitted, and his whole face turned ugly as he reeled from the surprise of learning he was about to become a father.
He had originally been prepared for it to not matter how long he would live as long as she could start a new life.
But now ……
The baby had come so suddenly that it had disrupted all his plans.
From the moment he heard the news, he had been in such a state of surprise that he was unable to keep his sanity.
He had forgotten that he did not have much time left.
What they were going to face if they let her keep the baby ……
The pain in Tang Yuansi’s chest suddenly seized hard.
Like being pressed against his chest by a boulder, he couldn’t breathe with the uncomfortable pain, loosened his arms around her and pressed against his heart.
When he saw her rub her head as if she was about to be woken up, he hastily endured the pain and kept himself in his original position, not daring to move a bit.
Until she was sleeping peacefully again, Tang Yuansi’s body was already a little stiff.
His face was so pale that he could not find a trace of blood.
Gritting his teeth, he gently moved her head away from his chest, then braced himself for the last ounce of strength to get out of bed and get down on one knee.
A few simple movements had left him drenched in sweat.
Fumbling his hand in the bedside drawer, he fumbled for a medicine bottle.
From it he poured a pill and dropped it into his mouth.
No longer having the strength to pour water, he just bit into it and swallowed it raw.
The great joy and sorrow of the whole night had made it seem like he had walked through a ghost’s gate. After taking the pill, he was on his knees for half an hour and could not stand up.
It would be nearly an hour before he could barely hold onto the edge of the bed and stand up.
The clothes on her body were already wet with sweat.
Afraid that she would notice something, Tang Yuansi got a new set of pajamas and rinsed them off before lying back on the bed.
Without him by his side, Shang Xin slept in a position that had turned into a shrimp shape.
Don Juanes lay back down and reached out to hug her from behind.
The warm palm rested right on her stomach.
Through the thin fabric, feeling her belly, the little life that is thriving ……
Today was truly the happiest day of his life.
Just as she had just told him that she was pregnant, he was already in his head, imagining what the baby would look like.
Would it look more like him, or more like her.
He had even thought about how she must have been indulgent with the child as well, since she had grown up not being able to take care of herself and her love of snacks, and how she couldn’t be listened to about the child’s education.
In just one short evening, he had thought about how, if it was a son, he would be a strict father.
Watch his son well, and watch her at the same time ……
If it was a daughter, then he …… would spoil both of them at the same time.
Not only did he think of the children, but also of when they were old.
The children were all grown up, and he was the only one who was still with her and spoiled her into old age ……
If only that were possible, how wonderful it would be.
It was a pity that his beautiful dream had only lasted a few short hours before the reality was mercilessly shattered.
Tang Yuansi’s hand on her stomach was trembling a little.
He knew better than anyone that he really didn’t have much time left, and even if he used all the medicine he could, he wouldn’t be able to last until she gave birth.
