She couldn’t explain the feeling, she just suddenly wanted to go up and hug him.
To tell him that he was not alone ……
Tan Beng Beng stood still and stared at his back for a long time, not moving.
There were some mixed emotions in his heart.
Even she herself did not know how she was going to face the change in her impression of Qi Yan ……
Just subconsciously avoided the question and stood quietly behind him, keeping him company.
At this time, she even forgot that she had come out at the beginning because she wanted him to hurry back and help the old family head with the medicine.
Her heart and eyes were filled with only his figure.
Looking at his back, but in front of her eyes, she saw his reserved and ascetic appearance from the first time she saw him, to the later, rogue B*****d she could never have imagined ……
And finally, the way he took care of her in every way ……
It wasn’t that she didn’t feel the changes he made for her.
It was as if the question he had asked not so long ago was ringing in Tam Bam Bam’s ears again.
He asked her why she didn’t like children ……
The corners of Tan Beng Beng’s mouth curved up in a faint curve, and her eyes became gentle.
She actually liked children.
She had been by Nian Xiaomu’s side for so many years, from the time she was pregnant to the time she gave birth to little Liu Liu, she had taken care of them the entire time.
The first time she touched Nian Xiaomu’s belly and felt a tiny life, thriving, she had sighed at the magic of life.
Later, Nian Xiaomu gave birth to Little Liu Liu, but her body never recovered.
The task of looking after them, mother and daughter, fell to her.
Tan Ban Ban still remembers the scene when she cut the umbilical cord for Little Liu Liu and picked her up.
A soft, somewhat white, somewhat chubby little glutinous rice ball ……
With her eyes closed, her little chubby hands clenched tightly, holding her little face red and making the first cry …… deeply shocked her!
At that time, she thought, if she had her own child in the future, would it be as cute as little Liu Liu ……
But very quickly, this thought was suppressed by her.
The Tan family had been the guardians of the Mo family for generations.
Once a gifted descendant is chosen to be a secret guard of the Mo family’s head or heir, he has to stay by his master’s side for the rest of his life.
In her mind, she would never leave Nian Xiaomu in her lifetime.
Nian Xiaomu’s child was her child.
She could bet all her love on Little Liu Liu’s body.
But because of this, when she was with Qi Yan at the beginning, she was afraid that she would get pregnant.
She was Nian Xiaomu’s secret guard, and if she got pregnant she wouldn’t give birth ……
Thinking of the tone of the words Qi Yan had just asked her about, Tan Bump’s hand unconsciously pressed against her stomach.
She herself didn’t know if she could really be as determined as she was at first and remove the child without hesitation if she was really pregnant with Qi Yan’s child ……
The thought of this hypothesis made Tan Beng Beng’s heart clench for a moment!
When she was lost in thought, she suddenly noticed a gaze that was staring at her with burning intensity.
She raised her head and bumped into Qi Yan’s demonic eyes.
He was still holding the small wooden stick that he used to draw circles on, and the look in his eyes was one of surprise and arrogance.
Like a child who was still gambling and waiting to be coaxed.
Obviously wanting to put down his stance, but unable to pull back, waiting for her to give him a step down ……
Seeing that Tan Beng Beng was hesitant to speak up, he couldn’t help himself first.
“I know I’m handsome, and you don’t have to sneak around and hide behind to look at me.”
